August 9th 2011
I supposed to come home tomorrow, but changed of plan made me go home today. He didn’t know it, my parent didn’t know it. Its only me, and my own. As soon as I arrived, I went to his house.
Lucky me, he’s there and he let me in.
I've forgot the time like this, when saying something is as hard as running 2,4 km. I remain silent, he was even worse.
After a while, words I could only say is “im sorry”. And there was no respond.
“do you want me to go home?” I asked breaking the silent.
“wait a minute “ and he went inside.
I thought he will take the motorcycle and drive me home. But suddenly, there’s a white rose for me. I lost my word. I was speechless. And start to cry.
“can I sit beside you?”
“sure”
And I cried, so hard. I was so surprised, so thankfull, so…I don’t know. His back getting wet cause of my tears. Not so long he look at me. Took my cheeks and made me see his eyes.
“this is how we are talking, seeing each other eyes” he said.
“ im sorry..im sorry..” I keep saying that, still crying.
“I had a feeling I will meet you today, so I buy you white rose”
“what if we don’t meet?”
“I don’t know”
“I love you”
“I love you more”
God, may you forgive my sins. Thank you for giving me such a kind mate like this. T_T
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