changes???

Here we go..
D’ First thing i’d lke to share is..
IM IN LOVE !!!!
Hardly in so deep.

Dan itu, merubah banyak hal.

Oke, kalo dulu cha pernah ngejek orang yg mendadak menya-menye pas lagi jatuh cinta, im so sorry!
Sekarang cha kaya gitu. Dikit – dikit bilang i love you, status Facebook aja mendadak gombal abis.

Dulu cha jg selalu pesimis ama suatu hubungan.
Sehampir perfect apapun dia, cha selalu ngebatin kalo someday cha bakal bosen ama dia dan kita putus. Nah sekarang, yang cha batinin malah “ gmn cha bisa bosen ama dia? ”

My dirty secret, cha ga pernah mau ngomongin cowo cha ke orang- orang. Kalau ga mepet-mepet amat pengennya sih ga usah ketauan cha punya cowo. Bukan maksud pengen selingkuh atau gimana, tapi males aja gitu. Now, mulut cha gatel bgt kalo ga ngomongin dia ! Cha ampe berani masang status jadian ama dia di Facebook.

Dulu, cha ga peduli apa yang cowo cha rasain. Cha ga mau ke usik. Cha mau jalan ama siapa, mau smsan ama siapa, thats my business ! Tapi sekarang, jalan ama temen biasa aja deg-degan, ngebales sms orang lain jg ngeri. Yang cha takutin kalau dia tau itu, bukan takut dimarahin. Tapi takut dia sedih.

Orang bilang, kalo pacaran itu we’ve to take him as is. Tapi cha ga pernah bisa. Selalu aja cha nemu kekurangan yg akhirnya jadi alesan ilfil. Sama dia, cha bisa nerima dia apa adanya. Cha ga lagi peduli bakal makan dimana, bakal keujanan pulang apa ngga, ga peduli dia pake baju apa, ga peduli apa yang orang omongin, cha bahkan ga peduli kalo cha mesti terus jalan kaki berkilo-kilo pun as long as he walks beside me. all his weaknesses is unique in my eyes.

Yes. Love have blinded me.
And somehow, his love burn me. Till i have nothing but his warm arm.

With him, every normal rule of being human in love affect me.
I feel jealous, i feel what they called missing some one till its hard to even breath, i feel unconscious when i look into his deep brown eyes, i feel LOVE !!!!
well..well.. am i normal?
whatever !
hahahahahaha

“ so let me tell you, again and again and again.. I love you...”