500 days of summer

Its a great movie, really really great.
Some say, Summer is a b*tch. But I dont think so.
She just let heart lead her way, a way which hurt tom.
Its not Summer's fault and of course its not Tom's.
All i can say is, there's two things you cant predict, the future and your own heart.

I used to be Summer, not in physical of course-she ways too beauty.
I did bad things to boys. hurt them and felt sorry later. I thought i was in love, but the fact, i wasnt.

Just pretend that his name is Z.
Z is a very good boy. he love me-he made me know that. But in the middle of our relationship, i gave up. I dont wanna life a lie, he deserves someone better. And after that, he pretends that im never exist.


Its okay for me, i deserve this kind of behavior.

He's not the only one. And the more i try, the more i hurt, the more i dont believe in love. Well i dont believe i could love someone as much as Romeo to Juliet ( what a classic example :p).

But it happen. After all my doubtfulness of love, i finally found someone i could love. Someone who love me back, as much as i felt. Someone i want to grow old with. He's perfect, or if he doesn't his love is.
Just like Summer right? hehe

So, for me, love isn't a fantasy. Its a suprise. Something that changes your life. A beauty, a pain, a sorrow, a happiness, ah..you'll feel it when you're in love. And you'll feel, you're complete as a human.
Suprise, we will never know when its comes, or when it goes.
If love is a fantasy, so why people who're fooled for years never realized ?